Anonymous
June 16, 2026 at 8:02:56 AM
hi ! I'm such a big fan of your work and videos ๐ I don't want to seem creepy or like a stalker lol but I sometimes see your reposts and If I'm bringing up something personal or any bad memories you don't want to remember you can go ahead and delete this idm and sorry if I do โน๏ธ I saw that you used to get bullied a lot , and the reason I love your videos so much is because it makes me feel better after school , I'm also struggling with bullying and it's really taking a toll on my mental health , the guys are so mean and the girls are even worse , they bully me physically and mentally when I haven't even done anything wrong to them. Rumors are constantly made about me, sometimes I just want to kms so I can get away from here , the teachers won't help either , my parents are too stressed with money I don't want to tell them, I'm just so stuck. my self esteem is so low cuz I'm starting to believe what people say about me ๐ I feel disconnected from reality and I just want someone to help me or hear me out, I have no real friends I can talk about this with. I want to know how you got better, if you did of course I'm sorry for assuming anything ๐ฅฒ you seem so positive and loving and I want to be like that , it's just hard with what I'm going through. I can see Im being mean and I surprise myself with how cruel I can be because of the bullying I don't want it to make me a bad person โน๏ธ. I'm sorry for trauma dumping and sharing everything I just saw your story after another bad day and wanting to talk to someone and It felt like a sign ๐ thank you for reading and you don't have to reply it was nice enough letting that all out ๐ฅน
Replied on: June 18, 2026 at 10:22:32 AM
my poor dear I'm ever so sorrie ur going through this .. โก เป เฝฒเพ โฒฬฅฬฅฬฅ ห โตฬฅฬฅฬฅ แ reading this js now made mi wanna weep .. if the ppl who r hurting u rn can't say sorrie to u then I will on behalf of them .. I'm so so so so sorrie ppl are so unkind to u for no reason :c ุุ but pls dont compromise the goodness of ur heart n self esteem or anything for ppl like that ุุ it's not fair tht they're bullying to u but u can make it a littl more fair but not letting them take n take n take from u .. as someone who's gone through the worst of this ุุ n even now I don't rlie talk abt it ุุ but Mhm I was relentlessly bullied all throughout school which is why I'm now homeschooled ุุ I went through exactly what ur going through now n I complain understand .. my classmates would physically n mentally hurt me .. it got to a point in elementary my parents had to charge cases of assault n stuff .. I don't want to go through too much into bcs this is abt u not me , but if I could say one thing to the little me who went through all that , which is the advice I give u now is to not question ur self worth or ur value as a human being bcs of how ppl treat u ..
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)เฉญ โก don't believe what they say abt u , feeling disconnected from reality n what ppl say warping the reality of ur heart or goodness a sign of low self esteem n self guilt , it is not ur fault ppl are treating u this way n it never will b โก I know bcs when I asked my bullies why they were doing this to me , I also questioned myself. I questioned if I was mean to them causing them to do this to me, I even said sorry for something that wasn't my fault bcs I was so desperate to fix things n all they answered me was "I don't know, I just felt like it" .. I still think abt that answer n it still haunts me to this day :c , but it showed me ppl like that don't pick on people because they lack anything but because they lack anything for themselves , it's not ur fault n it never will be ! my advice for u is to not compromise the love u should have for urself , I'm so sorrie ur parents n teachers don't seem to care , but u rlie should at least try telling someone , I know it seems like ppl don't care but u could be pleasantly surprised, if not have the faith in urself n it will give u courage , I know it's not easy standing up for yourself believe me I know how cliche n exhausting that advice is, it's not that easy it rlie isn't , but pls don't let ppl treat u like that bcs u don't deserve to be treated like that, simply have faith in urself.my dear โกโก once u start luving urself you'll find new ppl come to luv u back .. i hope flowers grow in the saddest parts of u, have courage n b kind .. if u ever need mi I'll b ur warm hugs , tissues , bandaids , n lots of love , - Kiki โก